I fell in love with a married man. Who is more in the wrong for this? Is it me or is it him. I want so badly to be loved and to give love that I would convince myself it was right and meant to be. I pray for God to send me the man of my dreams, one that God has designed that will be there for me. I prayed but I have an issue with the wait. I am board. There are things happing in my life that I would love to share with him, there are days that are hard and I need to cry and him to hold me….but he is not here. I fell in love with a married man. Because he was never 100 with me, I would try to talk with other people. I thought it would make me feel better. I felt worst. Ironically I would disapprove of them because I saw they were dishonest or using me, when I was doing the same thing. Or some of the guys were just a little bit too good, but my heart could not connect. I wanted what I wanted. I fell in love with a married man. And other married men would try to be with me ...